Wednesday Weigh In #2- a week of new...

It amazes me how quickly a week can come and go!

This week has more good news. I am down 3 lbs.

I was really excited to see that number on my scale! I really have worked hard on meeting my calorie burn and not over doing my calorie intake.


I did buy a few new things this week to help my progress. The first was a new scale. I had a really old crappy dial one that never could tell you exactly what you weighed. I think it is very important to know that when working on weight loss!

The second big purchase was to renew my subscription for the Bodybugg that I bought from my cousin back over the summer. I should have been using it since then, but I hadn't hit my "Ah-ha" moment then. Now I am set for 6 months and 6 months from now, I am hoping to see a big change.


The last major change this week was groceries. It is amazing how much junk you throw in the buggy without thinking about it. This week was a huge difference. I had a list and on that list was a menu and every item I needed to buy to make that menu possible.  There were one or two lunch box stuffers  for the hubs and not so healthy breakfast cereals for the kids, but all in all, my list had tons of fruits and veggies!  I have been thrilled with the 3 new recipes I made over the weekend and the first part of this week.



Now, just to keep on keepin on!

Wednesday Weigh-In

So yesterday I made a bold statement. The weight has got to go.

Since the First of the month, I haven't stepped on the scale. Trust me, after seeing the shock of what was there, I needed to reconsider my lifestyle priorities and make some changes.

Two weeks later, I wasn't really concerned with a huge difference in my weight. I have really been more conscious of my food choices as well as my activity levels.

I was pleased to see a 4 lb difference. Granted that is just 2 lbs per week, but I'll take it. I do expect to see a bigger difference next week as I have really stepped up my walking and cardio this week.

Slow and steady wins the race!

The point that enough is enough...

I've done it.


I have hit my limit.


My weight limit.


I have never weighed as much as I do now.


I will admit, I'm disappointed.

I was doing so damn well. I had lost weight. When I got sick and nearly died two years ago, I got down to 170. I swore to myself that I was not going to go back to being bigger. That flew out the window as soon as the doctor took me off the medicines that I was on. Then last year, I decided I was going to "try" harder to eat better and be more active.

That worked..... until I went on a different medicine for my stomach.


Now, I am sitting at my fattest and I am flipping miserable. No more. I refuse to be at this weight. I REFUSE!!! So, I'm off the medicine. I don't care if I crap myself to death every time I eat. I will not take something that causes weight gain. Crap, chances are, if I lose the weight the stomach issues could resolve itself. To hell with it. I am going to get this fat off come hell or high water extreme stomach distress.



The last two weeks have been amazing. I told my husband on the first. Fu** resolutions. That is just a trend. I am setting goals. I am going to get this damn weight off if it kills me. The passive fat ass Megan that sat around wishing I would lose weight, or dreaming of some magic pill that would make it fall off is done. She is gone. This pissed of version is the 2.0 of Megan. She is better, she is stronger, and she doesn't just believe, she KNOWS this fat is coming off. I am going to be skinny by my 10 year anniversary. I am going to be within grasp of 125 by March 2013. I will not spend the rest of my life dreaming about being smaller when the only person that can lose it is me.



Say goodbye to this.....

Cause soon, it will be on it's way!